My little sister (21) told me sunday that everybody should have a soundtrack of their live. There is, somewhere in this world, one song that would perfectly describe you, your personality and tell the stories you want to tell, but don't know how. My sisters soundtrack is The outsider from a perfect circle. Here some of the lyrics (which clearly are not the most happy ones, but i can understand what she means):
Disconnect and self destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

Medicated, drama queen, picture perfect, numb belligerence
Narcissistic, drama queen, craving fame and all its decadence

Lying through your teeth again
Suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on the fautline
What'll it take to get it through to you precious
Go with this, why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, I don't wanna watch you...

Although I like the thought of having a soundtrack of my life, how does one choos that song that exactly feels like your soundtrack? Do you have to search for it, or will it just come your way and you will know it when you listen to it? I mean, I have some favorite songs, but to say the lyrics fit my profile?:

Swallowed sorrowed
I'm with everyone and yet not just wanted
to be myself
hey you said that you would love to try some
hey you said you would love to die some
in the middle of a worm on a fish hook
you're the wave you're the wave you're the wave

from the band Bush, which is my favorite song ever! But no, definately not the soundtrack of my life...

or this one, which is a great song from MGMT:
I'm feeling rough, I'm feeling raw, I'm in the prime of my life.
Let's make some music, make some money, find some models for wives.
I'll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.
You man the island and the cocaine and the elegant cars

do i need to say more?

So therefore i decided to write this blog, maybe someone can help me find the soundtrack of my life? all suggestions are welcome ;)